Been feeling odd lately. Sort of fizzy. Frilly round the edges, or is it frilly at heart? Peculiar sensation, long forgotten. It comes and goes. I find myself singing or humming, and am generally more… exuberant than I have been for many a long year.
I have my worries and my fears still, and plenty of regrets, but they seem somehow more proportional. I have troubles ahead, but, unusually, I find myself thinking ‘I will deal with it’, where I used to think ‘WAAAH!’ I doubt myself a lot of the time, still give other people the benefit of the doubt perhaps too often, but trust myself a little more.
As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.
– Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
People seem to like me, and I seem to notice it. And if, maybe, some of them might not like me, that might not be such a catastrophe.
All very odd, but it makes a pleasant change!